I feel frustrated as I am busy with work and after work activities but at the same time I feel like I am getting stuck and things are not going anywhere. I have so many dreams/goals I want to accomplish apart from work and could be investing my time working on them but some kind of block is keeping me away. I feel frustration rising within me as I am not where I want to be. Then I stop myself and wonder if I am getting ahead of myself? I am back in the empowerment phase where I want to fully engage and keep working to enjoy the results. I am back into the phase I am trying to exit. Instead of enjoying the day, where I am and breathing deeply I am frustrated on the things that did not happen the way I wanted and on the timeline I wanted. For the last couple of months I have been trying to train myself to let go of the need for results and the timelines.
It is big for me as I have been programmed to do the opposite. Being back in accounting world and going through year end reporting really reinforces my old habits and behavior patterns. Then I had to stop and ask myself, how do I change my perception on the current situation to help change my habits? If you change your perception you change your world, right? It sounds nice but sometimes enjoying the sun and the play until the inspiration comes can be harder than one things. Sad, is it not? Take a deep breath, smile and relax.
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